The reason that he grieved over.
He is him but he is not him.
What he left.
Was he able to know it as expected?
There is not the person knowing his ending.
What he was not able to do as him.
The words that he was not able to say till the last.

The place where he shold have been where I left it.

Though he cannot murder me, as for him, he was not going to love me.
Though I could murder him, as for me, I would love him.


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彼が嘆いたこと
彼は彼であるけれど、彼は彼ではない。
彼が置き去りにしてしまったもの
彼は果たしてそれを知りえたのか。
彼の結末を知る人は居ない
彼が彼として為しえなかったこと。
彼が最後まで言えなかった言葉

置き去りにした彼が居たはずの場所

彼は私を殺せないけれど彼は私を愛そうとしなかった
私は彼を殺せるけれど私は彼を愛しただろう


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